***
Everything around me is an oracle
And my every question
Gets immediately answered.
I wonder
Why the other people don't
See all the clues
Placed all around here
To make it easier for us to bare
The world and ourselves.
The beauty of the world is so visible
They say that they are not a part of it,
Because of stupid Eve
They don't believe that life is metaphysical
In rationality and logic they believe.
"Is it the fight for money
That blinded them so?"
I often ask my oracles,
But even they don't know...
***
So what if you don’t show it?
I still know how you feel
I don’t want a fucking hero
I just want someone who’s real
Though I wish you said you loved me
And I wish you’d fight for me
But the words don’t even matter
When it comes to you and me.
***
I wish it were much easier
Than how it now is
I wish I met you sooner
But that’s just that – a wish!
I wish you were attentive
And complemented me,
But what you are already
Is more than good for me.
If you have never touched me
And never kissed my lips
I wouldn’t miss the feeling
Of you between my hips.
If I have never opened
My eyes when we made love.
I could have never fallen
So hard and deep in love.
I wish at least you loved me
But true love’s so rare!
If you do have some feelings
Please, show me that you care.
I wish I never met you
But it’s too late for that
I’m so in love already…
I love you! That is that!
***
I'm not exactly Mary Stuart,
And yet, I want to be the ruler of your heart
You say, that I already am
The empress of your empire,
I told you I don't want to use satire
In describing our love,
So disregard the sentences I wrote above!
I am your equal and for me it is enough
To love you always and to cherish our love!
***
To come at the right moment
To make a theatrical appearance
To deeply disturb your soul
To heighten your dying spirits
To make you remember my body
To make you dream of no other
Again and again I wish for
So we can find each other.
***
Cancerous…
Scary!
You have a deadly tumor
Growing on your heart,
Oh, my sweet baby…
It’s I, cancerous Cancerian lady,
Queen of the pain,
Spreading in your chest,
My darling naïve baby
Do me a favor – run away
Before it is too late!
***
The line is blurred
In between sex and love...
That's how you know
That you are in love.
And all the feelings
That you can't express by words
You can express through
Touches and caresses.
You see yourself
In pupils of your lover's eyes,
You feel his love
Through trembling of your own lips
And when you shake with pleasure and believe
That this would make a perfect moment for the end
You know in your heart
That he's THE ONE!